I am feeling a million times better now just from spending time entertwined with Jason on the couch while the corn muffins baked away.
We were talking the other day about how mundane life can get after college.
I’ve tried never to be passive in my choices but of course this happens all the time in the small things that are easy to overlook. It’s hard to see how all of that intricate timing can drastically change your life and it often takes a couple of years to soak in what’s really going on before you can make the next move. I’ve never regretted hanging around good ole Tennessee after graduation cause J’s a good reason for staying and originally he was staying for me. When I’m making my millionth and third latte for the week, I have to remember to trust in my judgement because all the good stuff I perceive to be happening in my life is often more accurate than I may think. I was thinking today about all of this and wondering where my life would be without him. I would probably be finishing up graduate school and then moving on to the PeaceCorps or vice versa. How can that compare to true love? Really. I need some justification here. (okay, maybe not) (okay, really I do.)


1 May 2nd, 2005 at 9:31 pm So then, Maig said,
Tell Jason to put your face back on… I can see your squishy face inards! ummm…ha. ha. I’m glad you’re feeling better.